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From the Journals #1: early 2013

"The purpose of poetry is to remind us how difficult it is to remain just one person, for our house is open, there are no keys in the doors, and invisible guests come in an out at will."

- Czesław Miłosz

I'm taking a creative writing class in poetry now, here in 2018, and I keep being reminded of Miłosz as we explore what it means to write poetry, and that strange question I've ignored for so many years now—whether or not I'm a poet—and more terrifying still—whether or not it's worth it.

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